About Me

So you say…. I have my head in the clouds, I say… "So what, its GREAT up here!" The majority of my life is spent shooting through the sky in a metal tube with the most amazing view that any office can offer (oh and the view outside the plane isnt bad either, im a flight attendant for professional sports teams)! Its not all glitz and glam, but I will say its pretty cool and I really do love my job! Along with my passion for travel and adventure… I cherish spending time with my family, friends and two of the best and smartest pugs known to man; Winston and Chester! Everything I do comes from the heart, and although its been broken a few times, I believe in loving as long as I live!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Easier said than done....

So I started this blog to express my thoughts, fears, angers, sadness, confusion, happiness, loves, adventures and life lessons... ALOT EASIER SAID THAN DONE...well who knew how scary that it would be to actually put it all out there for people to read!!! Did every ones mother tell them to never put something in writing that you didn't want someone else to read, well mine did. I wonder if that's what keeps me from truly expressing how I feel about things. Or is it the fear that it will effect my job, hurt the feelings of a friend, pour my heart out and have it available for "him" to read, or maybe it wont be as funny to someone else as it is me. Well this brings me to the question, When did I change and start to give a crap about being vulnerable, what happened to that fearless little girl who called her horse a "BASTARD!" in front of several possible buyers when the "bastard" bucked her off. Well I'm not sure, maybe its just a part of growing up or having accountability and more responsibilities now. But this week I plan on taking some of my spare time on any empty flights to write for me, a little more therapeutically and then hopefully not edit it too very much and share some things here. Because once its out there as scary as it may be, it makes it real and that's almost a relief in itself sometimes :) xoxo keepin it real! sweet dreams peeps!

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